How do I feel about being a 4th grade student in ELT?

‘Every single negative feeling’ The answer is exactly that. ‘confused, pessimistic, worried, bored, homesick, tired, tired and tired…’ are some of those. I don’t know what will happen by the end of this year. What about KPSS and the courses we have to learn and revise? What about the time we waste on writing theses? What about the teaching training period in schools? Everybody expects the best from each of us and so we, too. However, if the things we are supposed to complete become so much, we cannot concentrate on a exact item. To be honest, being a 4th grade student in ELT means producing trouble. Too much? No! I don’t even say the half of what I think. Most of us have sleeping disorder now cuz if we sleep we have nightmares about KPSS. Istead of thinking about the last year of our friendship or teaching experience, we focus on an exam-KPSS- which measures absolutely nothing about English teaching. All in all, the thing I try to say from the begining till the end is: I need sleeping. That’s the main problem J